Memorable Quotes



“GAY!!!” “Fag” “Gay fag is gay” "Gay fag is faggety gay whos the gayest gay fag of all the faggety gay fags... and he's a homo."



“No Hazel, it’s just sex now. Hot, steamy, SEX. ” -- Me/Hazel



“If you ain’t gonna shoot em, kung fu his ass! Or SOMETHING!”



“Why'd I have to go and get myself all mutilated? (yeah, yeah)
I gotta tell ya, life without a head kinda makes me irritated
What a bummer”



“bing da da bing da bing bing ding da bing ding ding ding ba ding ding ding ding.... SON OF A BITCH”



“ Yeah Meghan, now you can TOUCH it ”




Journaltime








Hey what’s up deviants, the 20th of October has thus made me legal.

LOL in other words I turned to the magic number of 18, NOW I CAN WATCH INAPPROPRIATE VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE!!

But not really.

Anyways, I have no idea if I want to do something, , but somehow I can if I really tried. I’ve got massive tests lurking every week.

Yeah. So I guess doing what (sending my gift, or just randomly showing up with it 8D) is cooliobeans. Just warn me first, and srsly you gais, don’t get me anything if you don’t has monies.


Cause I’m not really expecting gifts from anyone so far except from Hazel-beast. With her “Ima get choo a tablet mofo—AND YOU CAN”T SAY SHIT”









Also, on the topic of tablet, I was excited to realize that wow, I’m actually going to get one.

So being a combination of this: and this: I went on Wacom’s sight to look at the medium, white bamboo fun I was gonna get from a dear dear friend of mine.

Except to come across the site where the bamboo fun is now replaced by the bamboo fun TOUCH.

It’s the same thing, except it looks a lot like an Intous4 (huuhhh?), but it only comes in silver, it’s still medium—and the extra bonus? It has 1024 levels of pressure instead of the 512 its “old” model has. And it’s compatible for Windows 7.

Plus, I looked it up on London Drugs and it’s CHEAPER (yes cheaper, than the older one).

Holy shit. Did Wacom’s immediate “LET”S REPLACE THE OLD ONE WITH A NEW ONE FOR WINDOWS 7 HURR HURR” Work to my advantage or what?









Enough about my god damn selfish needs.

Halloween is like, next week.

Holy wow—I love Halloween. Tell me what your costume is, for partying or for going out. (HAHA n00b you still collect free candy. Nah it’s coolbeans)

I have no idea what the crap I am. I have this sweet black deep cut dress and some big goth boots, maybe some jewellery, but that’s about it. hmmm. Vampire Hunter anyone?

LET’S HUNT SOME CULLENS.

LOLOLOLOLOL.








Lastly, oh my god. I’m still excited for this tablet.







STAMPS












Dragonica

ADD ME!

Character names

Meta – Warrior – Gladiator [Level 1 ... HAHA]

Meghan –Thief – Trickster [Level 32 -- my main]

Magdalene -- Magician -- undecided !! [Level 15 -- sweet]


I can help you in mission maps, provide you equipment (with an equal trade of course ) , and good training. Plus friend points; never forget the friend points. You can trade them for EXP!


Link to the Wiki page for all your questions answered: [link]

Link to the TH*Q Site that makes Dragonica playable to America, as it was previously a " Europe " only MMORPG: [link]








xoxoxoxo, Rainy

Memorable Quotes

"You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life. Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend." -Ignorance; Paramore

“What were you made for?” “Someone’s pride.” – Idea for a conversation between two of my characters. ((Story))

“I hope it decays just like her future.” - Me


EDIT: Folders are now working properly. Raeg has now ended.



Journaltime

And so my University life begins.

But not without a few screwballs to mess it up for me.

Today I came home from eating out, went into my room to find my sister casually playing on my laptop. Yes. It’s even password protected, and I find her playing Spore on my precious laptop for school.

If you’re reading this sister dear, fuck off.

I don’t really care if you think talking about real life junk on a website is stupid, because anyone can see. Well, guess what? I don’t care. They probably don’t either.

A journal is a journal and I’m going to use it.

And plus, stay the FUCK off my computer. It’s not god damn yours; it’s mine, so stay the fuck away from it. Stupidass.

Mom didn’t pay one grand on a laptop for you to shit around playing Spore on it.





Also, I’ve decided that the complaints forum is going to be off limits for me. Just because it gets on my nerves when people hypocritically attack you about something you said, which clearly can be said because it’s your opinion.

Yeah, I don’t get it. People suggest that on the complaints forum you just have to act like an asshole to survive.

I don’t like too. That’s probably why I fail at that forum.

Help with life forum is good though. The people are nice enough to care about what you say to them .

and had an awesome adventure yesterday! Hopefully it’ll be a reality the next time we get together. But for now, au revoir mes amies.






Last bit of news that I found out a couple of days ago that was extremely heart wrenching, and made me seeth. No, not even the funny kind.

I was almost going to cry.

Back in grade 11 I had an amazing Art teacher that taught me everything I know, the proper way.

Currently, he’s retired somewhere, painting peacefully, while a shitbag of a cow replaced him.

It was always his idea to let the students paint a masterpiece of work, a mural on the school’s walls for a yearlong project. That was our grade 11 art class. Our “magnum opus” of different pictures painted together to show the school what we loved, and we proudly, masterfully, gave that empty wall the tapestry of ourselves through every meticulous brush stroke.

I know I was so proud of mine. I hadn’t painted in my life, not from grade 8 at least, and you know what he said to me, two years ago?

“I am impressed with your talent.”

And you know what the replacement teacher said, a few days ago?

”I want to paint over all of them.”


Every day.
Every class.
Every stroke.
Every perfection.
Every mistake.
Every moment we spent.

A whole year, bent over a blank empty wall, to turn ourselves inside out, smearing our raw flesh against the rigid boundaries of reality’s concrete to try and wrench creation from our sinew fibres.

Wasted.

A hope to god this is a rumor. I god damn hope it will be.

And if she does paint over my mural, and so many other’s paintings... all we have left is the memory of the spot we painted them in.

I used to get frustrated about how much I hated having a porcelain fountain right smack dab in the painting itself, but now, it’s the only landmark that will trigger the memory of what I painted there.







So I was tagged in this slogan site thing by just because I read it.

God damn it. The site is here also: [link]

Put your name in the generator and read some lulz.



1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
“Stop.Go.Rainyskye.” (basically everyday is like that for me)

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
“Get more from Rainyskye.” ( I see what it did there)

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
“Marvin the Mountie always gets his Rainyskye.” (LOL WTF IS THIS)

4. How would you answer a booty call?
“Avez-vous un Rainyskye?” (HO SHIT-- )

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
“Go on, get your Rainyskye out.” (oh... god.)

6. To someone you dislike?
“Snap into a slim Rainyskye.” (HO SNAP)

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would
you excuse yourself?
“Stimulation for body and Rainyskye.” (What the poo—LOL oops. I see what I did there by trying to sub my swearing with a word for defecation )

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
“Just what the Rainyskye ordered.” (ouch)


9. You're failing a subject, you say...
“Race for the Rainyskye.” (I agree)

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
“What would you do for a Rainyskye?” (YEAH BITCH. WHAT’S IN IT FOR ME)


11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
“Fall into the Rainyskye.” (how dark)

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
“Let the Rainyskye take the strain.” (Metaphors)

13. What are the best words to describe you?
“Monsieur, with this Rainyskye you are really spoiling us.” (oh my, my presence spoils you )

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
“The Queen of Rainyskye.” (LMAO)

15. Your last words before you die...
“Is Rainyskye in you?” (YES)

16. Your message to a special someone..
“The dirt says hot, the label says Rainyskye.” ( )

17. Title of this post will be...
“Does she or doesn’t she? Only her Rainyskye knows for sure.” (Love it already)




So apparently if I’m getting a tablet, my mom can’t right now obviously, I’m not going to ask for one like, “RITE NAO PLZ”

But, apparently, the bamboo tablets are supposedly crappy for what they’re worth. Intuos seems much better

Sure okay, where am I gonna cough up a wad of $500 for a medium sized Intuos tablet?

Small one plz. Yikes.

Although I want a medium sized one, if it’s a small GOOD one instead of a medium CRAPPY one—then yeah, the small one is gonna have to do.




LOL RAR FILES. They are so easy to extract with Bitzipper. Although it’s just a 30 day trial, I don’t really care. As long as I just get the things (music primarily) that I couldn’t get without it being a rar file. I know it’s dangerous to be downloading a rar extracting program and extracting rar files... but the program (I looked it up) is pretty reliable, according to other people who use it.

And the files. Wow I thought all files were Rar. Apparently they aren’t, they’re torrent or some weird other file that I don’t ever want to touch.

But I think with a 30 day trial I’ll get those blasted albums that I can’t find anywhere, like ES Posthumus stuff, that’s only sold in the USA and you have to order it in.

Plus I got the Heroes Original Score. Sylar’s theme is fucking amazing.




STAMPS












Dragonica

ADD ME!

Character names

Meta – Warrior – Gladiator [Level 1 ... HAHA]

Meghan –Thief – Trickster [Level 32 -- my main]

Magdalene -- Magician -- undecided !! [Level 15 -- sweet]


I can help you in mission maps, provide you equipment (with an equal trade of course ) , and good training. Plus friend points; never forget the friend points. You can trade them for EXP!


Link to the Wiki page for all your questions answered: [link]

Link to the TH*Q Site that makes Dragonica playable to America, as it was previously a " Europe " only MMORPG: [link]








xoxoxoxo, Rainy.

Memorable Quote

"Keep me safe inside, your arms like towers. Tower over me." -- Paramore


Journaltime


Yeah I don’t know. Help yourself to my complimentary bowl of tards, each with their own tardy flavour, filled with tard goodness.

Bowl ‘O Tards.

Which actually, is a metaphorical representation of all the people that I’ve unfortunately dealt with; ALL BEFORE MY FIRST DAY OF UNI? Yay for me.

Well except for and , and of course ,



THEY’RE COOLBEANS, ACCEPT IT.




P.S: Good luck to for her further working and her law career,


good luck to on her theatre career, and making lots ‘o money while she waits,


and good luck to on whatever career you plan on doing!





Okay, so according to my beloved dad, I’m underweight and very disease-ridden because I sneezed the one time he was there. Also, he also believes that I won’t get anywhere in life because I don’t have my L as of yet. Additionally, apparently I can’t tell him to “shut up” once, when he can call me much more appropriate names like: “Child” and “her”, with another round of “shut up” for more than five sentences. I didn’t know that referring to me in third person would be easier for you, than to say my birth given name.


How very thoughtful of you father dear.


Does it ever occur to you that maybe, being 5”2, and having most of my family’s relatives with 60 year-old 4”2 Grannies running through my veins have any logical value to you? And that actually, weighing 100 lbs corresponds to my height?


Or maybe that because it’s summer, that 90% of the world’s population “suffer” from these diseases as they are usually called Allergies?


And that maybe because I’m stressed for starting my first year of University, not getting hired from more than 5 of the jobs I had applied for, and dealing with anxiety, has absolutely nothing to do with my fear of failing; and that would never be the cause of me not wanting to do my L test, right?


Lastly, I didn’t know you were narrating a drama dad? Am I apparently, the unwanted third person supporting character in your life? Or rather, the “child” or “her” wandering around your house, which you always seem to emphasize so graciously when hovering over me in my own room. I must not be a very good character then, seeing as you consistently say my sister’s name before stuttering to correct it to my name.




td;lr Retard dad isn’t logical. It pisses me off.


In other obviously, more important stuff, my hair is now cut like a “ pixie ” cut I guess, but it’s not extremely short. You should see it in the morning—LOL.

My laptop kicks major ass with it’s artist’s design and I am thoroughly enjoying it—I’m waiting for a tablet just to let you know for Artwork, although I will try the mouse until then.

I really hate using Photoshop with a mouse.

I want to try and keep up with my style of creating a surreal “ paint ” look with my art, using a lot of – LOL no way I’m not telling you what I use to get my style. C: Haha.

You’ll see, and I really hope it comes out the way I want it to. That’s artwork though.



STAMPS












Dragonica

ADD ME!

Character names

Meta – Warrior – Gladiator [ Level 1 ... HAHA ]

Meghan –Thief – Trickster [Level 27 -- my main]


I can help you in mission maps, provide you equipment (with an equal trade of course ) , and good training. Plus friend points; never forget the friend points. You can trade them for EXP!


Link to the Wiki page for all your questions answered: [link]

Link to the TH*Q Site that makes Dragonica playable to America, as it was previously a " Europe " only MMORPG: [link]








xoxoxoxo, Rainy.




_{Lul kitty dividers}

Oh school, it's that time of year again where we have but a short few weeks until we attend your classes.



God damn it. Now I have to do all this crap before school starts.

1. Haircut
2. textbooks to buy
3. sister's birthday
4. Student/parent orientation
5. holy crap I have to redownload all this crap onto my laptop I'm getting on monday.

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First thing's first: my haircut. I want to cut it short this time, and maybe I'll have to spell it out to the stylists what I want so they don't stick the bob back on my head.

They gave it to me twice . Wth.

And I hear that because girl's get their hair cut short they are automatically a lesbian or a butch.

What kind of sexist view is THAT? WOW GUYS. REALLY MATURE.

I remember all the cat-calls I got from guys. I will not miss them -__- sometimes I really can be feminist and say that all guys are shit.

But then I would be too sexist and not support all those rare "nice" guys. God, where are they?

Anyways, I'm still trying to decide how short, and what style of short I want it to be. :/ It's really bothersome.

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ARGH Why do textbooks cost so much? My mom is already paying for a $1000 computer D:

Then again, the laptop (I'm FINALLY getting my own laptop, no more asking for my turn on a family computer in the basement.)


Hells yes. Thank God. NOW I can start photoshopping, and I can start writing better in my own haven :3 (my room)

But you know the main reason I got it was for Spore school.

4GB RAM 500 GB harddrive, AMD Turion X2 Ultra Processor with ATI Radeon graphics 4650

Yeah I know I'm such a computer retard.

Not only does it come with a beast of space and graphics, it has the winning 2009 MTV artist design on it! Not only on the computer, but like the software- you know, the menu bar and the files and folders. It's all made to look like the artist's design.

Really freaking sweet if you ask me.

Also, Dragonica online, add me: Meghan is my Thief and Meta is my Warrior.

With this computer in mind, I really hope some fat dude doesn't go up and take my computer. I'm getting on monday where the Futureshop VIP event is taking place so.

Fat dude, watch out. That computer is coming home with me.

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Last but not least.

LOLPEOPLEARESTUPID.

I don't know, there's been so many events over the past few years that you just think that every god damn person really is, extremely stupid.

For example, Twilight.

LOL- I was watching rants about these people talk about how amazing the Twilight series is and I was like:

"Lolwut?" They exclaimed that Bella was such a developed character with true emotion and strength.

She lets a creepy 100 year old vampire stalk her.

Another example, I was looking up hairstyling on youtube and I found a video of some 7 year old girl putting a full face of makeup on.

POP TART DREAM GIRL FOR PEDOBEAR OR WHAT?

Also, the retarded people who think it's funny to have an obssessive compulsive for something.

You know, those types of persona that go "I have an obssession with _______ " LOL YEAH SO FUNNY.

NO. Not funny. It's not healthy to obssess over something and go "OH LOLOOLOLOLOL I R TOTALLY OBSSESSED."

No just, no.

Smart people plz? Where are they?

I demand the government make a billion dollar search for these people. We need them.

xoxoxoxox Rainy.

P.S Imogen Heap's new CD Ellipse is coming out on the 25th!!

LOL EDIT: This quiz was stolen vicariously from

【Artist Baton】

◆Your name?
Meghan

◆If possible, your age?
17.

◆When did you start drawing?
LOL since I was born, I was drawing so much, I drew in the WOMB.

◆Which hand do you use for drawing?
Right.

◆Which is easier to draw - male or female?
Female- I'm trying to draw male figures but they piss me off with their lack of curves.

◆Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
Hair is fun to draw period, but I'm gonna say short hair because there's less of it xD.

◆Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
Depends on the facial expression, plus, I personally like doing a "straight-on" face for a challenge.

◆Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Front, Side view is difficult if you have a certain facial shape and can get irritating.

◆What do you have problems in drawing?
The area of your body where the breast and armpit connect + the collar bone. I HATE drawing that part. Also, the thigh connecting with a pelvis, it's hard for me to make it proportioned.

◆What do you like to draw?
Still life, surrealist pictures, and a lot of the time I have no idea what I'm drawing until I'm done.

◆Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
Traditional-- I've tried Photoshop and clearly cannot make a degree of 'OMG THIS IS AMAZING' piece of work on it . Although when I eventually get my own computer, I will spend time with digital just to make my art visually clear. (Traditional gets messy LOL).

◆Where do you start drawing from?
Face, and then I work my way down. I have to get the image of character's personality through the facial expression before I draw the body structure.

◆What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I make lines on my paper and make shapes out of them to make my pictures, I don't actually know what I'm drawing until I finish it, because certain lines look like they fit this kind of structure (a jawline, an arm etc.). Then it just goes from there. I make an image out of what lines I think suit certain things.

◆Any tips for coloring/shading?
Draw your image first and then decide what the light angle is, making sure that your WHOLE picture follows that light direction for a proportioned look of shadow and shade.

◆How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
My problem is that I start drawing a picture and then I leave it for a while, sometimes I don't go back to it xD.

◆What music do you listen to while you draw?
Depends on my mood, I can't listen to the same thing over and over again though, lol it's painful.

◆How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
Right now I don't feel that "drawing" mood very often. However, it goes like this: I see something, anything, and if I get an idea I like from it I start drawing. Most of the time, I have to be in silence because noise really disrupts my thinking- other than that, I usually stare at a piece of paper for a while until I sort of "see" what I want to draw. Again, I can't really for sure know what it is, but I have a smidge of an idea to make sure my drawing doesn't turn into a garbage can if I want to draw something to do with a person LUL.

◆Your favorite drawing utensils?
Pencils- usually HB and a little harder for sketching out and then 5-8B for shading for dramaticized shadows and lines where I want them. I draw with thin lines ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS, that way I can make them thicker if I want to.

◆Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
Violet sometimes for shade but usually no actual colour.

◆Your favorite style(s)?
Klimt's style for it's surreal-esque feel because of his use of gold and movement, and the occasional Leonardo Da Vinci because his poses are dramatic and elegant.

◆What kind of artist are you aiming for?
Surreal/Realism. I try to encorporate both, if it fits the picture though.

◆Thank you.
Now please fill in the next columns by writing the names of the artists that match the criterea. Artists tagged must fill in this baton. <-- If you want to LOL I'm not forcing you.

= Stylish

= Cool

= Bold

= Made of Lulz

= Interesting

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Failure:

LOLOLOLOL I'm re-writing my story AGAIN- because, I make things so complicated for myself I actually have to do this what? for the fifth time now? xD

[link] <-- best thing EVER.

I don't care if this site is for fifth graders or below, but it is the SHIT and a super baws for helping me out. I guess because of it's simplicity, plus, the questions are a big time pacifier for my brain to really think about.

That, and my sister was unbelievably mature when helping me with my story. I really owe her a big hug and thank you.

Plus, I figured out that my indecisive behaviour is leading to my downfall in writing! I can't decide what I want.

Now back to crunching conflicts and characters.

P.s I looked in the Scifi genre list on wiki, and according to the genre listing (sub-genre), my story falls under the "Post-Apocalyptic/Dying Earth" category.

LULZ.